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i don't know what to say since you left me alone.

i could say what i think. i could describe my day and my effort in trying to help others when helping myself. i have thoughts of good and actions of evil. i hardly recognize the difference.
it's a happy day today. things are moving in the right direction. i know what i am doing. i see the boundaries of my world. if i stay clear of them i will lead a quiet life. but they draw me close. they challenge my sight. it's the space beyond that i want to understand. i want to know why we all have to live inside boundaries that don't belong to anybody. boundaries that provide a false perception of happiness. a distorted sense of security. we are better than that. we should seek what's beyond ourselves. change is not achieved without sharing. single actions are worthless unless grouped together. i want to live with everybody else. i watch the slow pace of the sun rising.
i am happy in my corner. i need to seek outer space.

thanks to stuart jeffries it was: London's day of innocence

... his soul swooned slowly as he heard the snow falling faintly through the universe and faintly falling, like the descent of their last end, upon all the living and the dead. ...

james joyce - the dead

so fuckin' lonely on a beautiful bench