structural underachiever

p: i think i should go.
v: i guess that's not gonna change anything... and i'm sure you know.
p: whatever, at least i'll have something else to worry about. do you think it's important to face what's around you?
v: what's wrong with that ?
p: damn waste of time... after all the effort you're back to your first answer to the problem: no answer just leave it behind. so may as well not waste the time... i feel older and worn out these days; i have wasted enough time chasing impossible things. i should focus on things that can actually happen rather than the usual idealistic crap you always talk about.
v: you are a fool. there is no life without "idealistic crap" that's all we have left. you need to want to change the world or you'll just be like everyone else, f****** useless and sooner than you think you'll end up wanting to go get an autograph off paris hilton.
p: you bore the hell out of me. and what's wrong with paris hilton she's helped posterity with her silly blowjob video... that must count like an achievement! and btw and in case you haven't noticed i am useless already.
v: well that may be true but it makes no difference. everyone is useless till you get to the point when you become useful.
p: that is a very well put thought! you are definitely useless too!
v: thanks idiot! what i meant is that you have to stick to your ideas to at least have the hope to make them useful someday. it takes patience, persistence and sweat but it must be worth it!
p: and what if it is not?
v: not what?
p: worth it!!!
v: ah! than we're screwed, but just hope you don't find out till it's time.
p: time for what?
v: time to move on to the next place.
p: !!!!???????????
v: when you're dead, you idiot.
p: ah! f****** great! i'm gone.